I wish i can turn back time when i was a kids. No problem, no feeling heartache and There's always a smile on your face. 

Im down totally, feeling like i ruin everything, im just a negative person and will ever change. Im not deserve to be happy. Yeah, hidup ni umpama roda, kadang kadang kita dekat bawah kadang kadang kita dekat atas. You've deal with it. It shows how strong we are. But... Im not that strong 😔

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sometimes we didnt realize what are we do right now was wrong, totally :( 

haihh, may Allah protect us and help us to get jannah 

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maybe this is the best way for us. i accept it. as long you're happy then im okay with it :)

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The moment when you feel tired & give up on something Yes this is what i feel right now. Even i dont want too. But.. Haih 😔

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" HATI "

haha, sometimes i didnt get it. what is wrong with my feeling. what is wrong with me. why im being like this? semua persoalan dalam kepala. why i just cant stop? why? why? oh why? maybe there's a reasons. inshaAllah, i wish the best for me, for you. Allah know how i feel, He know what the best for us, our heart's belongs to Him so let He decide for whom it should give it to. 

so tenang lah wahai hati, you already do what the best for you, now berserah please  

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it is not about religion anymore, it's about humanity. where are you humanity as a person? how could you kill a children who actually do nothing to you .MashaAllah, this is heartbreaking. they are such a strong person facing this, i couldn't imagine if i'm on their situation. may Allah protect my brothers and sisters in gaza and grand them to jannah, aamiin.  lets keep dua's for them. besides, its a month full of blessing

#prayforgaza

story time

this story i heard from my brother, dia baru balik from china because of program amal dekat sana. one of kampung islam at china. Ada seorang warga china islam , hidupnya tidak lah senang. ketika di surau or masjid (im not sure about this one) he saw this one guy yang duduk mcm dekat tangga surau mcm tu lah, this guy sebenarnya pensyarah my brother. maybe warga china islam ni nampak pensyarah ni macam pensyarah ni mcm pelancong yang sesat and susah so dia bagi duit dekat pensyarah tersebut.

from this short story, in my opinion lah warga china islam tu sifat dia sangat lah mashaAllah, dia mcm still bantu orang walaupun dia pun takdalah senang mana. maybe he know dengan memberi  Allah akan memberi dia something yang berlipat kali ganda. i not sure what other's feeling, but for me sangat terharu dgn tindakan dia and sifat dia sepatutnya menjadi contoh dekat kita. kadang kadang kita tak sedar, bila orang yang memerlukan bantuan kita, apa kita lakukan, ada yang buat buat tak nampak,  padahal apa yang ada dekat kita sekarang bukan lah milik kita. tapi Allah, tapi kita kadang kadang susah nak memberi.

kadang kadang kita taku kita ditipu, but if niat kita baik, ingin bantu. inshaAllah takda apa :) tipu tak tipu biar lah antara dia dengan Allah. asalkan kita sudah membantu

Ramadhan

i know maybe it already too late, but still for all muslim salam Ramadhan, semoga ibadah kita dipermudahkan pada Ramadhan kali ini. dan semoga apa ibadah ataupun perubahan yang menjurus ke arah kebaikan yang kita lakukan padan bulan yang mulia ini terus kekal :) aamiin